SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS!!!!

HAPPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL!!!!!!

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I'm very confusedlaah.........i feel like a retarded idiot like what chan always says....eventhough its not true all the time....im actually happy cos i will be goin to Perak 4 raya holiday *jumping around*hopefully i will be still alive by the time i reach there.....cos my sis is driving the car!!!!hehehehe......jk....jk....i might not update my blog that much cos the bloody hell will be coming very soon....which is alos known as EXAM.....dam i hate examssss....sooooo lazylah.....my mom goes 'eventhough ur in the 1st class still u have to revise...i wonder y ppl like to compare man!?!?!......i dam freakin hate ones who compare.....anyway have to rush....goin to tuisyen...bye....*running*

HEHEHE

hi!...heheheh im just.......BORED.i know its very short..

what would you do, if i asked you to stayif i told you,
not to go awaywhat would you do if i said "don't go"would you listen?
or put on a suicide showpromise me,
that you'll never give in
that you won't commit that selfish sin
you have to hold on, you have to stay strong
even if everything is going wrong
life maybe hard, but you can make it through
because, love. i'm not going to leave you
don't fall to victim, don't leave me
i need you don't you see?
you're the missing part
i need to fix my broken heart
i need you more then air
just want someone to care
someone to love
who won't be sent to the land above
for worse or for better
it'll beeasier if we're together
cross my heart, stick a needle in my eye
i promise you, i will never die

DEDICATED TO: MY BELOVED BEST FRIENDS WHO ARE KNOW AS
MIA,CHAN SOOK CHENG AND FAZLUL

LOVE THEM TILL YOU HAVE THEM!

AND LASTLY,LOVE IS REAL

OLD FASHION LOVE

NARUTO LOVE

EMO LOVE

LOTS OF LOVE

OUR LOVE

HIDDEN LOVE

Stand back

You dont need to see me

I'm the girl thats always hurt

But smiles

I just breakdown

It happens all the time

Dont bother to get in my face

Beceause if you try

Ill just say

Just let me cry

You cant do anything

Its a daily thing

The tears i hold back

Wont ever go awaY

I dont need any excuses

So you dont need to ask why

But if you dont get out of my face

All you'll hear me say is

Just let me cry
Once again ill say
I really dont need to hear you
I know what i have to do just dont get in my face
Because if you try
All you'll see Is me starting to cry

NO GIRL DESERVE TO HEAR THIS

Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later. Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than freaking crap! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! (Knowing he loved her to but was afraid of what his friends would think) The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours. Girl: Alright Mom. Mom: I love you. Girl: I love you too, Mom. Mom: Bye Bye. Girl: Bye The girl heads home and once she got there, she went in the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror. Girl: I'm not pretty enough... She set to work, knowing fully well what she was going to do. 2 hours later, her Mom came home and heard the bath water running. She went upstairs to find the hallway flooded so she knocked on the door. Mom: Honey? Are you alright? She opened the door and was shocked at the site. The bath was overflowing onto the floor, and the water was tinted red. She walked over to see what was inside and screamed. There, her little girl was lying with cuts all over her face and wrists. Her Mom backed away and was going to run to call the police when something caught her eye. On the mirror were these words written in blood: "Am I pretty enough now?" No one deserves to be told that by someone they love. If you find it messed up then forward this to everyone you know. A PERSON'S APPEARANCE DOESN'T COUNT!! What counts is their heart inside of them and their personality. No one wants to be told they're not good enough... Repost this in 5 Min or something bad will happen 2 U tomorrow saying- NO GIRL DESERVES TO HEAR THIS

JUST ONE LAST TIME

Crawling down

Tingling you all the way to

Your inner core

That feeling

It catches you off gaurd

It makes you lose control

And your back here again

Its all repeated

Last night

your spineTonight
Slowly creeping
Slowly breaking
This momentOh,
its forever
Lets call this
HeavenDont shatter it
Its sneaky
It makes you believe
Just this one moment
Lets go there
One more time
Cause I think I hear it snapping
I think I hear it breaking
One more time
Lets lose control
One more time
Lets live in this heavenly illusion
Cause I think I hear it snapping
I think I hear it breaking
Cause I think we're falling apart


Just one last time
Lets believe
Lets go back there...

JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG!!!

HAHAHAH...chan just invited me too watch a movie called JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG......EVERYTIME I HEAR TIS THING I WILL FALL OUT N LAUGH....n i keep looking back.....but nothing happens......cheated me!!hahhhhaa.... n sry 4 no updating my blog i did not update my blog cause of my stupid internet........anyway the pic above is me n chan at the club......after doing our kgt thing........stupid crap...

The bitterest tears shed over graves are for words left unsaid and deeds left undone.

I cry for the time that you were almost mine, I cry for the memories I've left behind, I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new, I cry for the times I thought I had you

Not all scars show, not all wounds heal Sometimes you can't always see The pain someone feels

Whats the sense of wishing for something when I always just wish it away?

Every night i talk to the stars pretending its you.. it acts just like you tho.. far away and never replies to my questions

Why do people tell you to believe in what you want to but then tell you not to believe in the one true thing you do believe in?

Times a precious thing to waste, but friends are more precious

Kiss me im emo!

The sad truth is that most evil is done by people who never make up their minds to be good or evil.

The saddest aspect of life right now is that science gathers knowledge faster than society gathers wisdom.

Do not assume that he who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. His life may also have much sadness and difficulty, that remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, he would never have been able to find these words.

ALONE

two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,


like an assasin ... who does it for fun.
two deafening blows in a war that has just begun,


life gone away...i'm done.
two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows,


leaving only onethe world i know disappears...like the setting sun.

CRY DAY......

MISERABLE DAY.....RITE NOW IM AT THE SCHOOL COMPUTER LAB....IM SUPPOSED TO FIND A TITLE 4 MY GROUP LISAN....N,.....IM BLOGGING.TODAY WAS CRYING DAY CAUSE I DID CRIED IN SCHOOL.......DUN WANNA CONTINUE BYE.......!!!!

The fist time i saw u.....i know u were the one in my heart...Would U Be My Friend??????

We do everything together........we share everything ........including friendship and love.....

WE WILL BE LIKE THIS FOREVER!

After the very serius talk ,
That i had wit one of my best fren yesterday,
I had decided that i should dedicate this card to that person,
No matter wat i will always be wit u....even die,
I hope the person sees this....,n understand it...

actually mia this suits you in a good way

this is spesial post 4 my best fren chan....i think she should read this....

moody.......................

THIS IS WHAT THEY CALL THE OMG LOOK

HELL IS BACK!!!!!WARNING!!

THAT'S RIGHT PEOPLE HELL IS HERE.........IT IS WAITTING NEAR OUR SCHOOL GATE TO COME IN.......BUT DON WORRY IT WILL COME INSIDE OUR SCHOOL ON 10.8.2009....WHAT??/STILL WONDERING WHAT IS THE HE;LL.......IT IS.............................EXAM PEOPLE......YEAH THAT'S RIGHT EXAM HAS RETURN......LET; START RUNNING....OH WAIT I CAN'T RUN NOW....MY MOM IS CALLING ME ....BUH-BYE.!!!!!

WhO I Am?

Who i am??/ no body knows who i am.............i think its too complicated for u people to understand .....no body gets me actually.....i know people talk diffren infront of me n diffren to others......im a b***h........am i??.........i get pissed super fast.....im very stupid.....im very ugly...im very unfriendly.....hahahaha...no body likes me as a fren...sometimes i make my frens get pissed....so tell me....what do u think of me...if u read this...u should leave a comment in my cbox...ok???promise???

QUOTE!!!!!!!!...........

TO ALL THE LOVERS OUT THERE

I KNOE THIS IS HOW YOU FEEL INSIDE YOUR HEART

EVERY TIME YOU SEE YOUR HUBBY....

BORING WEEKEND!!!!!

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.....boring dunno wat to do...........i wanted change my blog's layout...wat u think about that???huh???................everybody is sleeping expect for me....cause i dunno wat to do.......seriously....i keep thinking bout something......n i dunno how to 4get it....but,its something that cannot be destroyed......by anyone....kecuali me.......i have to decide.....by myself.....I need lead for this.......CAN U UNDERSTAND ME.......IM NOT POSTING THIS FOR FUN.....IM SERIOUS

dumb problems

lovin this....

I wAnT LoVe...

tHiS Is hOw ReAl LoVeRs Look likE....

AWARD!!!!!

LL!!

SAD.....
SOB.....
CRY.....
EMO.....
MAD.....
DIE.....

YOU'RE MINE

WOW!!this is MY FIRST TimE posTiNg My owN PiCtUrE.......THE MOST UGLYIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD!!

i took this pic goin to tuisyen time.....

So many things happed today.......n goin to happen!!

1.chan can't breath this morning....

2.mia learned a new word......but i can't tell wat word is that

3.i was kinda emo......dunno y...

4.jonathan is mad at me dunno y??.......so emo....

5.fazlul n mia played hide n seek

6.MY SISTER IS COMING FROM U!!!!

7.i have to tidy up my room....very dirty....

8.....that's all.....

9. c ya!!

10.buh!bye!

PINKEY

Is There Anything To Do????

GIVE ME YOUR BACK....

i closed the windows today....!!!!!

OMG!!!!

.....TODAY WAS MY WORST DAY EVER....its the hari tiga penjuru......all the parent's came today.....i asked my sister to come to school at 10.30......but she didn't come.....i call her at 10.45 .....she said she will come at 11.00..........can u guess wat time she come???....she come at 12.00....ugh.....!! the number she got is 31.....THE LAST NUMBER!!!!!she deserve it!!....by the time she get here the number was 11 i guess ....omgodddd...each parent's took like 30-45 minutes...i wonder wat they ask n talk to teacher.....only some of the parents took a little time......i wen back at 2.00!!!!my sister go n pick up my mom also come back ready ........i was the last!!!!!!!....huhhhh......since i was the last....pn.yeo asked me to close the windows n pn.yeo talked to my sister.....then i helped her to pack up!!!.....

GOT TAGGED!!!!.....again....

a.10 Things I Don't Like
1.EXAMS!!!!(THEY SUCK LIKE HELL)
2.injections......(it hurts me a lot.......i really hate them)
3.TEXTBOOKS(the second i saw them.....i will sleep)
4.MY HEIGHT!!!!!(I KNOW IM DAM SHORT.....(HAVE TO GROW UP)
5.SISTER.....(FOR A MOMENT)
6.MY scholl bag(its tooooooooooooo big 4 me)
7.KAWAT PRACTICE!!!!!(shirtliff kawat practice is worse than kh class)
8.my room....(there r bugs in my room n don like bugs)
9.MY ST. JOHNS T-SHIRT......its really hot wearing that shirt
10.Scholl Perhimpunan.........makes me tired

b.10 Things I Like
1.FRIENDS!!!!(they r my heaven)
2.internet
3.storybooks
4.sleeping.........zzzzzzzz
5.2009!!
6.toblerone!!!!!!(they taste really good)
7.watching movies
8.wen someone cares bout me
9.eating ice-creams
10.I LOVE DRINKING FRESH APPLE!!!

C.10 Facts About Me
1.dumb??
2.get pissed very fast
3.'freakin" is my favourite word
4.simple
5.hate drinking milk
6.i have problems everyday
7.love being myself
8.not good at lieing
9.does the homework last minute
10.like to make new frens

d.10 Habits That I Have
1.eating chocolates!!!!
2.sleep before 11
3.yawn like alien/monste
4.says "hi" whenever i c someone i know
5.bathe 20 minutes
6.eats maggi every friday
7.shaking my legs
8.sleeping beside my sister
9.biting nails
10.study last minute 4 exams

e.10 Random People I Tag
1.fazlul
2.loo wai kei
3.chermaine
4.xin yi
5.ong rou jen
6.alex
7.jonathon
8.ivan
9.koh jin leong
10.nikko


huh......(sighs)...finally done tagging....
i love being tagged....but i don like being tagged
get it??

HUH????

DO U TIHNK IM RETARDED?
DO U LOVE ME?
DO I GO TO HEAVEN WEN I DIE?
DO U HATE ME?
IS THERE SOMEONE OUT THERE 4 ME?
DO U CARE ABOUT ME?

WOULD U tap my back wen im sad?

WILL U FIGHT WITH ME?
would u CALL ME A BADASS?


SOMEONE IN MY LIFE DOES THAT.......!!!!!!!!!!
HEAVEN IS ALWAYS BESIDE ME.......

EMO PERSON JUST TAGGED ME!!

Name ten of your choices for all these categories. then tag 10 people and DANCE!

E!a.Name 10 of your favourite song.
1.just dance{yeah!!MOVE IT)
2.911(CALL THE FIRE ENGINE)
3.poker face
4.kiss me through the phone....(ewwww!!sliver in my ears)
5.takin back my love......!!(i do not mean that!)
6.right round.....(huh....??)
7.WOMENIZER!!!(no one is my womenizer)
8.sugar...(I LOVE SWEETS!!!)
9.THE CLIMB....(i hate miley cyrus but some of her songs r good)
10.HALO....(nesalinee=angel.......can u c my halo???)


b. name 10 of your favourite shows
1.house
2.wipeout!!!
3.deperate house wifes(......)
4.leverage
5.ghost whisperer(shivering....)
6.opera
7.naruto(i watch it sometimes only)
8.csi!!
9.numb3rs
10.american i dol


c. name 10 of your favourite people
1.FRIENDS!!!
2.my family
3.keys??(SOME KIND of feeling)
4.KRISS ALLEN!!
5.david archuleta
6.mabel chia....
7.no more
8.ok......im getting tired
9.no more!!1.last word bye!
10.there 's a misteri person in my life but no now's it.....????????


ppl you tag:
1.CHAN!!!(i know ur lazy)
2.fazlul(ask me the deal later)
3.key........(nxfjdhfehfjwhvc0)
4.nantini.....(hey do it ok)
5.deva....(do u have one?_)
6.charmaine......9SMILES)
7.wilma(internet fren)
8.diorene
9.dana CHAN!!(THE PUMA)
10.kushin...

THE JAI HO DAY!!!

huh finally its FRIDAY!!!!!the last day of schooling.......but in one side im sad tooo cause im not goin to c my frens 4 2 freakin weeks....thats like 2 years 4 me.......its teacher's day too....a day to appreciate a teacher who u love the most!!!ok ther r soo many performance 4 today.......i think the best is the guys dancing with the legs......i think??ok today wen at 12.30p.m. i was like crying in my heart....this happen wen me n chan can't stop hugging each other.....we were like "i don wan to leave u actually"......huh,"im goin to miss u soo much"(WE R NOT LESBIANS OK)ok ya i gave chan,mia n fazlul something 4 the holiday..........so did fazlul!!!but chan was very sad cause she don get to give us something.....n we were like 'its ok".....we were sitting at the last row......the place 4 prefects n probates.........

MERDEKA/FREEDOM!!!!

huh *sighs* ......finally hell is over .....yayay yahoo.......there r two things in this world that im very scared of 1.injections/doctors...2.EXAMS!!..........this thursday in school after exam i was like yelling *merdaka*seriouslyi finally got my life back after two weeks.....i never stop hugging my frens cause was so dam happy...like im coming out from prison......hahahasss......actully i wanna start blogging on friday....then i delay delay.....then i go to perak 4 a party....so finally today i update ........on thursday i online 24 hours...well not really 24 hours....i watched sooo many movies like ghost whiperer,pirates of the ....and more......n i thought in my heart.......that life is very short......so try to enjoy it as much as possible ok..........be happy even in failure........cause failure is ur best teacher........enjoy ur day !!!!

Hahahahahahah...this is soooo true.....just joking....they r not but cold like me...HEY!!this reminds of me the hot n clod song....hahaha

im actually at school right now....hahahaha.....ictl.....teacher sooo good wan....but i already do wat teacher ask me to do.......right im sitting between my fren chan,weiyan, and faz.....i just dunno wat to tell hahahahahaha......im kinda angry of someone right now(seriously)im so sick of her but i don wan to tell who is tat but same class wit me hahahaha...very funny....mia is soo busy doin something like teacher like that...chan n the other chan r enjoying their sely....fazlul i dunno wat the hell is she doin ........look down ppl!!!!!!!

ok let me get to the point.....whoever likes david please post a comment bout him if u don then continew ok......

SKSBU I MISS U!!!!

i extremely miss sk.........to those who related......the unforgetable sweet memories still remain, not in my brain but my heart.i wanna go to past...its not that i don like the frens that i hav now...i just miss the olds.we spend most of our time togrther.we even make fun of people together....that is soooooo fun!!!!the most memorable thing that we did together was during the melaka trip......its a long story....me,audrey,samantha,soraya,syafiqah n alya.....sat together in the bus........we went to soo many places...we went to this zoo.....we saw so many cute stuff...xspesially the rabbits n hamsterss...i brought me camera so i took a lot of pic wit my frens...A LOT!!!!.....then they gave us 1 hour to shop....i shopped wit audrey.......then it was time to go to a diffren place so i looked 4 my camera just to recheck if its missing......its actually wen missing...THAT TIME I HAD A HEART ATTACK 4 THE 1st TIME IN MY LIFE!!!! i was crying on the spot .....n i don care ppl looking at me in a weird way.......my frens were tapping my back soo many times not to cry but i can't im too sensitive....then i was emo n sad 4 the whole trip....

that is the most memorable thing that i could never 4get in my life!!!!

I LOVE MY OLD FRENS N I WAN THEM BACK!!!!

cute pics

cute pics